Why I must submit

Love and relationships have always been complicated for me, and honestly for the greater part of my life I found myself in relationships where I was always in a submissive role without ever realizing it.

After a significant hiatus from the dating scene, I decided to dip my toes back in and quite accidentally found Dominance and submission. In finding it I found myself and I finally understood why none of my previous relationships could ever work. I had always been subconsciously trying to be submissive to someone that didn’t understand what they were receiving, and it would end up with me feeling taken advantage of and hurt.

Now I understand better the beauty and the power of submission. I know I need structure, like a dominant wall around me keeping me safe and filling me up with positive energy. Strong arms that wrap around me and I just know that I’m in trusted hands. Always being challenged to experience new experiences. Seeing pride and satisfaction in the eyes of my Dominant absolutely fills me with joy. And the lovely warm glow after successfully completing a given task, that is simply magical!

I know I have chosen a path less traveled, and it’s a little lonelier navigating the unknown waters, but I know this new path is the right one for me. I have a long way to go, a lot yet to learn, but I will continue to be diligent to ensure that I see my submissive dreams come true.

Kinky Blonde Girl

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