So the new year didn’t quite start the way I had intended. Some old hurts from the past came back to the surface and decided they needed to be dealt with. So, dealt with they were.
Now I think I have come to realize I may actually have less people to trust than I may have thought. It’s unfortunate but perhaps the reality. I’m going to try not to cocoon and hide, even though that’s my impulse. All I want to do is lock myself away and escape the entire world.
I suppose it’s a good thing I had a date with a friend for the gym today and a dinner date with a charming gentleman this evening. They are keeping the darkest thoughts at bay. For the time being. I don’t know what tomorrow holds but I sure hope it starts better than today.
Kinky Blonde Girl