Our day together begins with our ritual greeting and this time I did it from memory. What a beautiful start to our time together, such a passionate embrace greets me and I find myself completely melting into him.
He is treating me like an absolute princess, wine and flowers and beautiful baked goods to spoil me on my special day. I am smiling from ear to ear with joy by his kindness and thoughtfulness, as he goes to prepare espresso and cocktails for us to enjoy together.
He offers me the opportunity to worship him, on my knees before him. I am always in my happy place when at his feet.
We move to the bedroom and I make the bed as instructed, as is my submissive duty. It is always a pleasure to perform this task, to prepare the bed we will play upon. He explains to me the importance of my duty to perform this task as a submissive, and I find great joy in doing it and seeing him being pleased with my work at the end. I always try to do the best I can for him.
He binds me in the wrist restraints and a spreader bar, and blindfolds me. One of his favorite things seems to be the nipple clamps and they are attached without haste. He plays with me in such an elegant fashion. Always treating me with the utmost respect and dignity, I really am his princess.
I love being bound by him and feeling the loss of control that brings. The blindfold brings mystery to our play, and I like that so very much. I never know what is coming next and that excites me.
Our play was full of intensity this day and eventually I couldn’t take it anymore and had to ask him for a reprieve, and I was so grateful for him, I did not yellow or red, I simply spoke words and he heard me. I used my voice and he heard me, he responded and eased off giving me the break from the intensity and then taking care of me in the best possible way.
Our day together was beautiful. From the time I entered his home, having the opportunity to worship his body, to our time in the bedroom, it was all simply perfect. I couldn’t have asked for a better birthday.
He really is my prince. When I was able to use my voice he listened, and to me that is the greatest gift of all.
A very happy birthday indeed!
Kinky Blonde Girl
It sounds like a very happy birthday!
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It most certainly was!
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You are an inspiration to me, I discovered the world of BDSM this past December and was recently diagnosed with BPD. I read all of your posts tonight and can completely relate to your writings. Thank you so much as I am trying to navigate two separate worlds that collide with such force it could be overwhelming. Can you suggest any online support systems?
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Thank you for your kind words. It’s certainly not easy walking between these two worlds but it’s possible. I follow some DBT groups on Facebook, I find DBT to be the best help anyone with BPD can find. Good luck to you in all that you do✨
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